August 19, 2008
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So Here I Am ... Still Breathing...
My business is starting to grow. Things in that department are looking up! Thank god!
I just rented a smaller apartment so my expenses are less. Just me and 2 kids now - J is moving in with his dad soon. Yes we are still together and I hope it all works out but it is weird wrapping myself around not waking up next to him everyday. In some ways it may be for the best, but my heart is screaming that that is not possible. However, I have faith and until that is shaken loose I will pray that he comes to his senses. I have given him a year to get his shit together and if he is still indecisive then... who knows. None of us are getting any younger.
I move labor day weekend.
Moving is supposed to be something to look forward to - a new place... a new start... I am not looking forward to it at all. I will miss the home we had together.
Oh well. I have never been one to hold someone back and I am not starting now.
But you all know what he means to me and this is hard and scary.
But I am strong.
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Sorry, honey. I hadn't checked in with you for a long time; and I thought things were going well with you and J until I saw this. Hang in there and know that if it's meant to be, it will be; and if it's not, you will survive and have a happy life nonetheless.
I am glad to hear the business is picking up. Stop by the pub and say hi. Are you working on Andy's Calendar?
have a great day!
wtf is going on?
What Panter Said............
Time apart may make him come to his senses.
@Kilkennys_Pub - Yep, we're partners in this. She's amazing with the graphics and business end. I just turn a wrench and click a shutter.
I love you and we'll talk more in depth on Saturday. I've had time to absorb what J told you his reasons were and gotten Geoff's opinions. So we'll have good heart to heart girl stuff.
wow left feild... *hugs*
Well I know your a smart, hard working, strong woman. I am sure that you will be fine either way. Just keep your chin up and reach for the stars who knows you just might grab one.
P.S. Your always in my thoughts
We need a girls night or something!
@TheGreenPanther - @RdKingClassic03 - Things change whether we want them to or not. Hopefully in the long run everything will work out. It hurts though - worse everyday and we are not even breaking up. it's just so weird. None of it makes sense.
honey we are all alwasy here you now...
hope all is better soon hun.....
@CityWideGraphics - Strong and HOT
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